To my Future Husband (whoever you are)

My love,

I can’t wait to see you or feel your arms embrace me and hold me for a moment. Then, pull away as I look into your eyes and see who is right here, with me, in front of me.

It’s you. I can’t believe it. The fact that somehow we found our way to each other amidst the chaos of life and the universe is nothing short of miraculous (thank God). Yet somehow, this feels right as if it was going to happen, no matter what the odds were.

You are my rock, and my support when I can’t take another step. You see me for who I really am; all my cuts, bruises, and the marks on my hands from the hurt I’ve inflicted on others, and yet you still choose to stick by me.

I don’t deserve you.

But I do indeed deserve you.

Because only you get me. Only you have the ability to see into my heart and soul and know what God placed there. You can see it and say it’s beautiful. You love me, no matter what. You have chosen to walk with me on this journey, and not turn back when the path gets treacherous.

We’re not married (yet). However, I know that when we do get married, heaven and earth will sing and break open in rejoicing for our union. I know the universe and all of its power will align for us that day. It will be our day, and that is a day NO ONE will take from us.

My beloved, I love you so much. I can’t wait to see what stories we will weave together as our lives entangle further and become one. Life is better because you are right there with me; we face it together.

I love you, my husband, wherever you are. I look forward to that day when we become whole together, just as the universe intended.

And what a day that will be!